Out Utero

by Lipstick Homicide

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1.
you don't have to tell me how you feel cuz i dont give a fuck this time for real you don't have to tell me what you're going through heard that a million times and then a few every time i think of you i'm wishing i was dead never know what's going on with the thoughts inside your head i dont wanna be around when you've got no one to hate i won't be your fucking door mat, not today i don't wanna be here anymore bout to walk my feet right out the door when you're not around there's really nothing to do heard that a million times and then a few every time i think of you i'm wishing i was dead never know what's going on with the thoughts inside your head i dont wanna be around when you've got no one to hate i won't be your fucking door mat, not today but if you want the same thing as before to go down you gotta live your life for no one else but you and yours if you think that things are gonna turn out well i'll show you that this world is an awful place as far as i can tell we're all going to hell
2.
I hope you die. i hope you burn for what you've done cuz everything is different now that i'm no longer one i know that you won't even know that i exist living in total comfort never thinking about any of this when your walls come crashing down i'm not gonna be around i hope you sleep at night with nothing on your mind i hope that happiness is easy for you to find but if you think that "heaven" has got a place for you in line i know that they have something else for you in mind don't wanna cry, don't wanna keep this up for long but as long as you're still breathing i'll always be singing this song i know that you won't even know that i exist living in total comfort never thinking about any of the kids
3.
it's 3 o'clock in the afternoon, guess it's time to do things i don't wanna do let me slap myself straight across the face with you by my side we'll get out of this place when you get a chance could i talk to you let me drop my life to lighten up the mood when i ask myself what do i wanna do i get really lost, i'm already confused struggling to put my words together you're the one that i can call whenever i don't wanna listen to anyone else i can tell you there is no way to explain the circumstantial process of my brain you've gotta witness for yourself, oh you gotta witness for yourself i'm so happy for you, doin all the things that i don't wanna do i hope you're having a great time at your day job i dont ever wanna be apart of that just wanna chill here with the cats i mean if that's ok with you cuz everything is what i don't wanna do
4.
02:03
she had the cutest smile and the coolest band i wonder if she knows i'm her number one fan and all i wanna know is how a girl like you ends up with a guy like that please don't shoot me down i'm waiting for the time you write me back she's got a sweet guitar, i really like her hair but she'll go home with him it really isn't fair all i wanna know is how a girl like you isn't even aware you could give me a chance i don't think your boyfriend would even care you know he's really not that vital to your band he can write a song but not as well as you can
5.
so you say that you're leaving you got some new things to do and i'm just sitting here waiting around for the right time for my future to be in bloom i don't know what you're thinking about what i'm thinking too i'm still sitting here trying to get the fuck out of here won't stop til we get to the moon gonna spend my days doing nothing but hanging on the couch with my best friends rachel, tara reid and rosario well this is what it's like knowing the first day of the rest of your life won't be so hard to get to anymore i guess that you were right when you said i won't go anywhere if i never try to be the best i can be and that's what i'm searching for. (SVSATF) gonna spend my days doin nothing but hangin on the couch with my best friends xena, gabrielle and bruce cameo
6.
do you remember when it all fell apart? sat there and told you never loved you from the start memories like this float around my head the past is a place i don't wanna be i'd rather stay at home getting stoned watching my tv never thinking about you, i'm thinking about me cuz that's where i wanna be gonna live in the now, the only way i know how if you feel like you've got something to say c'mon and say it to my face do you remember when i broke your heart? sat there and told you i never loved you from the start memories like this float around my head the past is a place i don't wanna be i'd rather stay at home getting stoned watching my tv never thinking about you, i'm thinking about me no need to yell, i'm gonna do what i came here to do so just shut your face and get back in your place i'm not doing this for you this is what it is. just a stupid song. just a punk rock show you can write a fucking blog about it i don't wanna hear about it tell me something that i don't already know
7.
gonna start this off right don't wanna start another fight tonight, not again cuz none of this is even worth it, i'm doing just fine i'm gonna get myself back for every night i stayed up waiting for my luck to change owe it to myself to leave it all behind me cuz there's nothing you can do when it's all planned out for you well, i'm not gonna do what you think i'm gonna do you think you're in the know but you're going nowhere slow everything is wrong so forget everything you know and just give it a little time to grow if i could play my cards right i'm never gonna let you out of my sight, not tonight you're my guiding light and i need you here right by me gonna get myself back for every night i stayed up waiting for my life to change i owe it to my mom to be the best that i can be and you won't even know just how full of shit you are i wanna hate you but i don't wanna take it that far
8.
you don't have to tell me, cuz i don't wanna know and i don't wanna be there when your head starts to explode i'll just sit here and keep wasting all your time what's another 20 years spent down the line just forget the last thing that i said to you you can throw it away with all the bullshit that surfaces when secrets are kept too long and we can try to make it where we don't have to try and fake it anymore i dont wanna be here anymore yeah i dont wanna be here anymore
9.
maybe it's just me, but i'm not alive already dead, so i can't die when will it be? when i arrive to a place where i feel alright i've been thinking i'm not worth it how can i say i deserve this just because i'm remeniscent of someone you used to know you don't know you don't know you don't know me like you think you do
10.
so you think that you've got it all figured out well i wouldn't hold my breath think you know my place in the world? well i don't owe you shit if you think that you'd wanna get to know me try again, cuz you don't know me everything was straight up falling into the ground well i've got no inspiration gotta try and think of something new need a different kind of complication so hopelessly stupid and i'm not like you
11.
another perfect ending to a day i hate everything was fine until you showed up and rained on my parade well i dont want it to mean anything to you forget all the memories of shit i put you through and i won't say anything to you, to you i won't say anything to you unless you really want me to maybe we can still be friends, or not forgot how much this sucks, please make it stop there's nothing more to say, there's nothing more to say another fucked up reason to be living the way i do wanna blame it on myself but it always seems to come right back to you well i dont want it to mean anything to you forget all the memories of shit i put you through
12.
staring at the ceiling once again only stopping to think about you every now and then maybe once this headache goes away i'll write another song for you even though i've got nothing left to say and i could tell you what you wanna hear but i think i'd rather just go disappear i'm not gonna be the one to hold you back from your dreams just can't wait til i can bring you that bran new sound i'm not gonna kill the dream i've been doing this shit since i was seventeen i don't think i know how to live any other way else
13.
01:34
i'm all alone again doing the same thing as last night getting stoned again, i'm not doing anything tonight not hanging with my friends, they've all got more important things to do this stupid shit never ends, so tell me what the fuck are we going to do i could sit in the front seat of your car without even asking cuz you never take us very far cuz you dont wanna go i'm the one who's been here for you for more years than you can count i'm the one that you hate for no apparant reason that's been found once you finally figure out all the stupid shit that life is all about you can realize that everything comes around in the end til it's all gone now it's all gone
14.
gotta think of something i could say wouldn't wanna waste the night away don't gotta tell you things you don't already know not gonna waste my time, not gonna stand in line you still take up all of the thoughts in my mind lady i don't mind just sleeping on the floor gotta check my brain, everything around me has changed at night when i'm alone feels like i'm better off dead i don't have words for this part but i can still pretend gonna hit the ground when i make this fall gonna bust my head up against the wall gotta find away to keep myself together do you wanna end up like this forever? so i start complaining once again until the insecurities set in i can't get these thoughts out of my head never getting out of bed again.

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released June 18, 2013

Rachel Feldmann - Bass/Guitar/Vocals
Kate Kane - Guitar/Vocals
Big Luke Ferguson - Drums
Recorded by Luke Tweedy at Flat Black Studios in Iowa City

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